Oh Boy

Yes it is tuesday, Yes it is 12:18 in the afternoon, yes I am still in bed, yes my house is shaking because it is surrounded by large machines ripping up our street building a building and shaking my house!, yes I have eaten four bowls of unhealthy cereal this morning, yes I hope that no one ever finds this blog post, yes I have to take a test today, yes I have to study for the test I am taking tomorrow, NO I did not say what I wanted to say, and yes I am feeling sad about that now... Oh boy. 

I have no idea why

I can attest to the fact that, the older i get the more i do not understand. I swear I have more unanswered life questions than i ever have before. For example, why can i not find a flipping job, why is there a hole the size of china in front of my house, why do i want to sleep and then again don't want to sleep, who decided that it was socially savvy to wear makeup, why do i always say the wrong things at the wrong times, and of course WHY IS THE SKY BLUE? 


I swear I will never understand. I fell as if I am constantly playing a game of catch up, I barely correct my mistakes before I clumsily find my way into another awkward/bad situation. 


Last question...how do you make your thoughts organized and simplified?


Like seriously, this life thing... it isn't always easy !